Hi friends,
In the past month, more than 1,000 new free subscribers have joined this space—welcome! I'm deeply grateful you found your way here.
Since so many of you are new, I want you to know how this newsletter stays accessible: every annual subscription covers two people for the year. You, and someone who can't afford it. (This two-for-one model applies only to annual memberships, not monthly.)
Each essay takes days (sometimes weeks) of research, thinking, writing, and rewriting. I spend hundreds of hours a month on this work, and many thousands of dollars a year to keep it running. The material itself can be emotionally demanding to live inside, but it’s how I make my living, and it's work I care about deeply.
But what I'm most proud of is this: no one who needs access goes without it. That only works because of readers who become annual members.
If you need free access, it's yours.
If you're a student, if you're between jobs, if $67 a year just isn't possible right now, just email me. I'll give you a year free. No questions, no explanations needed.
When you upgrade to annual membership, you become the person making that possible for someone else.
Your $67 doesn't just give you full access to everything I write: the weekly essays, the deep dives, the four-year archive, the off-the-record pieces, the in-person gatherings, and discounts to workshops. It creates a second membership for someone who needs this work but can't afford it.
When you upgrade for an annual membership, you're making mental health resources accessible to someone who can't afford them.
Yours in Brooklyn,
Amanda

